International Adoptees: Which country do you "love" more, your birth or "adoptive" country?

Neither. I don't feel like I really, truly belong in either. It's kind of a catch 22 in that I'm not 100 percent American, and I'm not 100 percent Korean. It's the same way with race for me too. I identified for a long time as white, but I'm not. I'm Korean, but it's hard to identify as such because I feel so far removed.